what’s up

god, i've been so tempted to write about things, but haven't had the time. let's make this a twittery account of things. i need to put this down, in tiny purges... 1. on my way to lunch with ex-co-workers. one of them, a good friend and scorpio, was abruptly fired/laid off the other day. the [...]

oh diana…

this is my mother's idol:   this is my mother (sitting):   these are the things she used to say: Critical times, hard to deal with…we living in the last days. Bad association spoils useful habits. Men will be lovers of money, puffed up with pride, having NO natural affection! Ephesians 6:1-4! Children, be obedient [...]

mental illness/phrases

sometimes it troubles me to identify with people with mental illness...socially awkward writers fumbling for words to verbalize, more comfortable tumbling about mentally and purging words onto a page or computer screen where strikeouts are less intense... to strike out verbally, to come up empty-handed when in the company of others, to have the lubrication [...]

the human heart

i dreamt i was lying in my bed, working on my big nice computer from work. working on something late at night, z. was in her bedroom playing, it seems. j. (my ex) emails me asking, don't i hate when linked in sends these dummy messages in a certain format, and includes an example in [...]