facebook questions

a relative on facebook asked:If you were to depart (die) this earth today what would they say about your life? Would it differ from what you would want them to say? If so how and why would it differ? I am just curious.i answered:if i were to die today, it would probably be said that [...]

letter to my brother

knowing the truth is good, but knowing the self is better. i realize that - as much as i want to know the truth all the time, i realize that knowing the self, and the fluctuations of the self, the up and down syndrome, the hormonal conflicts, the mental deficits, custom made blues, manic joys, [...]

wretched

i wonder if i'm tired of women. (who wonders what they wonder?) i mean. i know a lot of them. enough of them. enough for me. enough for anybody. and yet...we are a fascinating bunch. as well as we are maddening. myself included. myself definitely, included. and so what? men are a special breed too. [...]

dead lines

still adjusting to this rather desk life, of sudden/slow weight gain, complacency lurking around every dark corner, donuts, co-workers' lives, and an age i've settled into... turns out my memory is as bad as i remember it.